Big Thank Yous and Fic Update

[amberfocus]

I just wanted to say a big thank you to each and every one of you who sent me birthday greetings or virtual gifts, and a big thank you to Jessa who wrote me fic.  Normally I'd do individual thank yous but I suck at life this week.  And I have a cold.

My mood the last few days was so bad that I made Jonathon and Rose fight and Rose and Ten2 lose their baby in a follow up to Glow that will never see the light of day because that was not supposed to happen.  I tried working on Pride, but Rose was so ticked off at Ten for the whole Madame de Pompadour debacle she kicked him to the curb.  Mitashade's smut!fic had Rose leaving Nine because he was an ass to her after sex and to make matters worse Time Eternal Rose told Ten that she liked him better when he was Nine because Nine wouldn't have lost one of their children on a dangerous planet.  Ten responded that Nine wouldn't have shagged her in the first place to which Rose responded that she'd see about that and went off with Nine to look for Cassi but let Ten think she really meant what she said.  You're What? Rose is the only one who has had any common sense at all, but I'm not sure it's going to result in a chapter.  All this to say I should only write fic when I'm happy or sad, but not when I'm pissed off.  I'm glad I at least wrote and posted a Hunger Moon chapter before I fell into the bad mood zone.

I talked to Amy for an hour and a half tonight and I think I'm starting to lose the desire to punish all my characters.  Thanks again, Amy for cheering me up.

Comments

[emraldeyedauter.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear your not feeling well but blimey your characters sound like soapbox city right now yet it some ways its good because you can take all your frustration out on them and they won't blame you one little bit.

Sending good thoughts your way.

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

I'm feeling much better now. Whatever it was has passed and I woke up cheerful and happy today, much more my normal self again.

[ageless-aislynn.livejournal.com]

Aw, poor thing! (And poor all of your characters, too!) Well, hopefully it was therapeutic to take some things out on all of them. ;) At least it can all be undone without leaving any permanent scars on anybody! ;)

Here's hoping that things are going much, much better for you soon! *many hugs* ♥!

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

They survived. None of the evil storylines were kept! Thank you. I'm doing much better now.

[captain91.livejournal.com]

tll your muses to behave. if a sky without stars has turned bleak then we really have t worry!

i hope you feel better all round really soon hun

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

Believe me, I threw that out. No bleakness is allowed to touch Jonathon and Rose! I'm doing so much better today, thanks. I guess sometimes we just need to vent.

[ninthraven.livejournal.com]

That makes me happy to hear that there is one no bleakness zone!

[earlgreytea68.livejournal.com]

Awww, I'm sorry you were angry, but I hope you had a happy birthday anyway!

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. I did.

[rosewarren.livejournal.com]

I know you were not in the best of moods, but I couldn't help laughing at most of what your characters were doing during that mood! part from Rose and Ten2 losing their baby, I got a lot of enjoyment out of Rose telling off all version so the Doctor.

Hope next week is a better one for you!

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

Yeah, except for that one storyline, it really is pretty funny. The Doctor sure was in for it. But all that has been deleted and I've returned to my usual self and normal storylines.

[sigmastar79.livejournal.com]

i hope you feel better soon, i really enjoy reading your work.

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[morgaine-nicely.livejournal.com]

seems this is going around the internet lately....i think all fic writers should take a break lol :) seriously tho i do hope you feel better as i love all you write and think you're really a great writer! :) feel better soon! (and please dont have them lose their baby! :(
hugs!!!
:)

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I suppose it has. I do feel a lot better and don't worry about that baby. It's not going to happen like that. It's going to be a happy story.

[amyo67.livejournal.com]

*hugs you* Anytime, hon. I'm here for me if you need me. I hope today looks better and that you feel better soon.

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[lostmoon71.livejournal.com]

I hope you feel better soon. And happy belated birthday wishes to you!

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much. I do.

[erateini.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I hope that next week will be better for you!

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It already is better.

[julesndairyland.livejournal.com]

Yikes! So sorry you have been in 'the evil place' in your life/writing lately. Unfortunately that's been so for quite a few people I know.

Hope you are over the hump, so to speak.

[amberfocus.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm doing much, much better now.

[qtrhorserider.livejournal.com]

Um....the whole explanation of what is going on with your characters is better than the gossip about who is doing what to whom at the office where I used to work. Even when you're not trying you're good...