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A/N:  Yeah, I know I said three chapters, but it morphed into four.  For those few of you who didn't really want smut on this one, you can just pretend it ends at the end of chapter three.  For the rest of you, I'm quite a ways into chapter four.  The song in this chapter is called All the Way/4 U by Poet's of the Fall, and is in a roundabout way the fault of Beneficia who suggested a different song by the same group.  When I found this one though, I just fell in love with it for the Doctor and Rose.  I posted a link to a Nine/Rose vid with it in my previous entry if you'd like to hear what the song sounds like.

                                                                   Chapter Three: Diadora

She couldn’t stop the giggle that burst from her lips at the old-fashioned thought of going steady with the Doctor. He was so proper, so formal about it all.  It was, of course, exactly the sort of thing he’d do though, a way of making her his without, quite yet, making her his.

The Doctor’s brow furrowed and his eyes started to look wounded. Rose felt a sudden sense of panic that he might think she was laughing at him, not out of happiness. “Yes,” she said hastily through her laughter. “I’ll agree to that.”

“You will?” He sounded as if he didn’t quite believe her, as if he thought she’d want more freedom than being tied to one man might allow. She nodded.

The slow loosening of the tension that had gathered in his eyes was eased further by her reaching up with her thumbs and slowly stroking the little lines away from the corners. His eyes fell closed as he leaned into her touch. “What use would I have for other men if I know that you,” she hesitated and his eyes opened, “want me?”

“Oh, I want you, Rose Tyler,” he said and she blinked at the sudden, intense sexuality he radiated. She swallowed hard, her laughter dying in her throat. It was like waking up a panther, a panther who realized its prey was just in its sights and had bunched its muscles, ready to spring. Just as suddenly as it had come, the look vanished.

He grinned at her then and his own laughter rang in her ears as he pulled her into his embrace and spun around with her a few times before setting her down a bit unsteadily on her feet. She was dizzy and she wasn’t at all sure it was from the spinning. He nudged her into a chair and then he sat down across from her at the table. “Then consider this our first date, Rose Tyler.” He reached out and grasped her hand with his and twined their fingers together.

“What about when we went for chips?” she asked. “End of the world. Thought that was our first date.”

“First date where I pay,” he amended. “First date where my intentions towards you, Miss Tyler, are less than pure.”

“How—how much less?” she queried with a quiver in her voice. She wasn’t quite sure if it was of anticipation, desire, or fear. He’s not called the Oncoming Storm for nothing and she thought that just quite possibly that might translate into the bedroom should they end up there.

He gave her a look that just about reduced her to a puddle beneath the table, his fingers stroking the inside of her wrist in a way that was decidedly sensual. “That’s for me to know, and for you to enjoy finding out.” With the other hand he pulled up the little computerized menu and with his mood changing on a dime from sensual to hungry, he said, “Now let’s just see what they have on here that looks good enough to eat.”

Rose had her own ideas about what looked good enough to eat and he was sitting directly across from her at the table. She shooed the naughty thought from her mind, wondering how she could go from being distraught that he was leaving her to unbelievably overjoyed that he actually did have some sort of romantic feelings for her and quite apparently sexual designs on her as well.

She smiled as the Doctor read her the choices, but all the while a little piece of her was wondering how far he intended to go and how fast. Butterflies flitted in her stomach at the thought of this beautiful man making love to her. She loved him she knew, and if he asked, fast as it was, she would not deny him if he wanted to immediately take her into his bed. As if he had caught what she was thinking he stopped and gave her an almost wicked smile and ran his tongue lightly over his bottom lip before picking up again where he’d left off.

A meal was decided upon, but Rose didn’t know what it was she’d agreed to eat because her mind was too busy racing with the possibilities and realities of becoming the Doctor’s… She discarded word after word before finally settling on lover. She liked that one and for more reasons than what the simple word implied. It was because, in the end, the designation contained the word love within it. And she loved him. Some days it felt like she’d loved him her entire life instead of just nearly the entire year they’d been together.

As for the more common, popular definition of the word lover, well, she wanted that, too. Even though the romance was only just beginning, she felt that as best friends she’d known him long enough that making love to him this soon would not be a mistake. The question was, really, did the Doctor want that or was he more old-fashioned? Did he want to wait? She could do that, too, if it’s what he wanted.

The Doctor fiddled with the little handheld computer and suddenly smiled. “Oh, it’s got musical selections on here,” he told her. “I thought it must. They said each bower was equipped with a place for dancing.”

“Don’t see a dance square,” Rose said.

“Ah, well, there’s the big patch of moss. Meant for barefoot dancing,” he says. “We’ll just have to take off a few things.” He glanced down her legs to her specially engineered footwear. “Even if those are the perfect shoes to dance in, they’d tear up the moss.”

“Does that mean you’ll dance with me?” she asked shyly.

“Oh, I fully intend to dance with you, Rose. All night long if you’ll let me.” She blushed and dropped her gaze from his. She wasn’t entirely sure of his meaning. He’d talked about dancing and he’d talked about dancing, but he’d always held back both things from her after that first night they’d danced to "In the Mood" and a few other songs and then after settling Jack in a room for the night, far away from her room and his own, which were side by side, he’d walked her to her bedroom door and she thought things were going to turn romantic, but they never had. She sighed. He dropped his bravado then. “If you want to.”

Rose bit her lip. “Doctor, I--.”

“It’s okay if you don’t. Two left feet, me.”

“No, you don’t have. You dance nicely. You have the moves.” She lifted his chin and made him meet her eyes. There was such longing in them she almost gasped.

“Only with the right partner.”

“Hope that’s me, then,” she answered softly. “Because I’ve been waiting a long time to dance with you, Doctor.”

“Oh, it is you. It’s definitely you.”

A soft chiming was followed by the sudden materialization of their food on the pedestal. “Let’s eat and then see where the evening takes us,” she told him softly. The Doctor carried the food to the table and they sat down for their meal. Rose never was quite sure what she consumed that night. She knew it was a delicious blending of flavors, but her senses were more fully focused on the man before her, every nerve in her body attuned to him, until she vibrated with the hum of his presence.

“Shall we wait on dessert?” he asked her.

“Depends what’s on the menu,” she said boldly.

“Something sinful, I imagine.”

“Then maybe we should work up an appetite.” The Doctor gave her a heated glance then and she swallowed hard. “What kind of music have they got?”

He thumbed through the catalog of choices and started programming in what he wanted to hear. “Lots of things,” he said. “Good choices.”

“What're you programming it with?” Rose asked curiously.

“It’s a surprise,” he said. His fingers flew over the keys and then he put the computer down on the table. Rose kicked off her shoes and the Doctor removed his and his socks.

“Should I take off my stockings?” she asked.

“Moss’ll turn ‘em green if you don’t,” he replied.

Rose propped one foot up on her chair and slowly pulled her skirt up to mid thigh. She unfastened the little garters that were holding the stocking to her leg and heard an audible swallow from the Doctor. She didn’t look up at him, instead slowly easing the sheer fabric down the length of her leg. She repeated the process, this time her eyes firmly on him. His gaze was riveted by what she was doing. When she completed the task his deep blue orbs locked on her soft amber ones.

The Doctor’s breathing seemed to be out of control. His nostrils were flaring and he couldn’t quite seem to catch his breath. She folded up the stockings and set them on top of her shoes and then smiled at him. “All ready,” she told him.

He rose and held out his hand to her. She took it and walked onto the soft moss with him. She burst into a huge smile when a slowed down version of "In the Mood" emerged from hidden speakers in the bower. Instead of the fast-paced jazz they’d first danced to, it was an instrumental version that was almost sensual in it’s gentler pace.

She smiled happily up at him and melted into his arms. The Doctor held her close to him and she could hear both his hearts under her ear, the double thump thud thumping of their own syncopated rhythm a nice counterpoint to the song. She breathed in deep the scent of him. She loved his smell, loved burying her face in the essence of him, honey, sage, cinnamon, leather (whether he wore it or not, it clung) and the faint tinge of engine oil.

The song ended and she made to pull out of his arms but his arms tightened around her and another song started. She recognized it by the opening strains. She was surprised to find songs from her own era on a planet so far in the future, even if it was a human one. Then again, it was beautifully romantic in a way that could stand the tests of time. It was shocking how it was almost specific to her and the Doctor. She started when she realized he was singing it in her ear, his husky voice blending well with the original singer’s.

“Seems to matter what I do,
So I’m saving this for you,
Cause it seems to be the last peace there is
And you haven’t had a chance yet to taste this
Fragments of a life you shouldn’t miss.”


Tears came into her eyes and she clutched the lapels of his suit in her hands.

“Seems to matter what I say,
So I’ll hold my tongue at bay,
And rather use my mouth to kiss your frown away
So your doubts no longer darken your day
So you can hold your head up high come what may.
So please remember that I’m gonna follow through,
All the way.
All the way.”

She thought about each and every time he’d kissed her frowns away, her doubts and her fears. True they had been kisses on her forehead, against her hair and a time or two on her cheek. So far they’d never fallen on her lips. But she had hope now, so much hope for this. His chest vibrated and his lovely baritone voice continued in her ear.

“Cause it seems no matter where I go,
I will always let you know,
That the place where I am is never far,
You know you’re not alone, don’t be alarmed,
I’ll find you no matter where you are
So please remember that I’m gonna follow through
All the way.”


His hands moved against her back during the poignant piano solo, one hand sliding into her hair, the other rubbing circles beneath her shoulder blades. If she hadn’t already been in love with him, singing to her like this, his amazing tenderness would have clinched it.

“Oh, my love, if it’s all that I can do,
I’ll take the fall for you
Cause I will soar when I lay down with you
And give my all for you.”

He repeated the final verse and the music slowly died away. She waited for another song to come on but when it didn’t she pulled back and looked at him. His eyes were full of emotion and she felt her breath hitch in her chest. “That was beautiful,” she told him sincerely. “You’ve got a lovely voice.”

He brushed the back of his first two fingers across her lips and down across her chin. “No one’s ever sung to me before.” When he didn’t reply she asked him quietly, “Did you mean it?”

“Every word,” he said. He moistened his lips and his eyes fell to hers. His head dipped slowly, giving her time to pull away if she wanted to. Instead she raised her face, tilting her head at a better angle. Their lips met in only the lightest of touches, a feather soft brushing of great delicacy, before he pulled her closer and his mouth settled more firmly on hers.

His lips were soft, gentle against hers and delightfully welcome. He kept the kiss easy, didn’t try to push for more and though she would have parted easily if his tongue had sought invitation into her mouth, he did not. He pulled back and she swayed for a moment, then blinked. She didn’t remember shutting her eyes.

“I have a confession to make, Rose,” he told her.

“Yeah?”

“I heard you singing earlier. In the TARDIS.” Rose blushed furiously as she realized just exactly what he meant. If she had any illusions that he hadn’t realized what she’d been singing exactly, he shattered them with his next words. “About me, I mean. The Doctor songs.” She didn’t say anything. She wasn’t upset by his invasion of her privacy so much as she was embarrassed.

“Made what I was planning to do today that much easier,” he told her. “Because I got to bring you here, to this place, knowing already that you felt more for me than I’d ever dared to hope for.” He raised her chin and made her meet his even gaze. “To be fair, Rose, you should know that I feel…I…I want more than to just date you. My feelings are…they are…they’re like yours.”

“Yeah?” she breathed softly.

“Yeah.” He leaned in and kissed her again, this time his tongue seeking permission against her lips. She opened beneath the gentle onslaught and his cool tongue slipped into the warmth of her mouth. He explored her leisurely, as if they had all the time in the world at their disposal. Of course, in so many ways they did. Her hand crept up to his head and her fingers stroked through the close cropped brown hair, soft like fuzz and lovely beneath her touch.

It was several minutes before they broke the kiss for more than a gasp or two of air, but finally Rose pulled back and looked him straight in the eye. “As lovely as this has been,” she tells him, “if you feel the same way about me that I feel about you, then I think you should take me back to the TARDIS.”

“No dessert?” he asked her.

“Oh, yes, dessert. Just nothing that’s on the menu.”

As her full meaning hit him his eyes widened. “Are you sure, Rose? That’s a big step. There’s no coming back from it. Not with me.”

She nodded. “I’m sure.”

“We can walk back. Waiting for the horse and carriage will take too long.” They gathered up their shoes and Rose grabbed her stockings. “Diadora,” the Doctor said and the privacy bubble evaporated at the sound of the password. They clasped hands and walked barefoot along the bricks. “Our driver said the diadora was the prettiest and rarest rose on Prometheus, but he was wrong,” the Doctor told her.

“He was?” Rose asked.

“He was. Because the rarest, the prettiest rose on Prometheus, is you, Rose Tyler. You are the true diadora.” Rose smiled up at him and hugged his arm tightly to her.

“Thank you,” she said because she couldn’t think of anything else and perhaps, from the way his eyes glowed when he looked at her, there really was nothing else that needed to be said.

It didn’t take them long to reach the building portion of the restaurant, as they were walking rather quickly, and the Doctor swiftly settled their bill. From there it was a quick walk back to the TARDIS. Once inside the Doctor sent them into the Vortex and then turned back to her. He took her hand and led her down the corridor towards his bedroom and towards their future.  Together.

Ch. 4:  http://amberfocus.livejournal.com/157483.html 

Date: 2008-10-21 10:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lostwolfchats.livejournal.com
yum - dessert please!

Date: 2008-10-22 05:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
*laughs* It's coming along quite well at 1900 words so far.

Date: 2008-10-21 10:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maniacalshen.livejournal.com
as if he thought she’d want more freedom than being tied to one man might allow.

Lol, I wonder where he got that impression? My friends and I refer to S1 Rose as "whore through time." Affectionately! (She didn't really crush on Adam, necessarily, but it was useful to flirt with him.)

Sweet chapter. :) How could any girl resist their lover singing to her? No wonder she ops for the bedroom that fast!

Date: 2008-10-22 05:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
*giggles* Rose did have a bit of a wandering eye, didn't she? Least until she fell in love with the Doctor. I don't think any girl could!

Date: 2008-10-21 10:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] azriona.livejournal.com
Oh, sure, like anyone's gonna read this chapter and not read the next. *rolls eyes*

Although dancing in moss sounds romantic - I can't help but think it'd be awfully squishy between your toes. Silly restaurant, not giving you a very sensual and sexy foot bath for afterwards! :)

Date: 2008-10-22 05:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Now, you know there actually are people who skip the smutty chapters. Yes, really, there are. Not very many mind, but there are. That's why I put up my warnings, because they've asked me, too. They like the stories, they just aren't comfortable reading those parts of them. I hooked them as readers back before I wrote love scenes so graphically.

Oh, don't worry about their feet. *laughs* I have that well covered. *smiles*

Date: 2008-10-21 10:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] solarflar3.livejournal.com
We gets fantastic fic and pron next chapter?

*hurriedly checks that there IS going to be another chapter*

SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Date: 2008-10-22 05:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
*laughs* There will be another chapter. It will have lovemaking in it. I hope to finish it today or tomorrow.

Date: 2008-10-21 11:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soniced-up.livejournal.com
*sigh* Lovely, just lovely.

Dessert time nao plz?!

Date: 2008-10-22 05:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you. *smiles* It's coming along nicely.

Date: 2008-10-21 11:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ramblinsuze.livejournal.com
Ahhhh...gorgeous and absolutely sweet.

But not as sweet as dessert is going to be! :D

Date: 2008-10-22 05:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you. I hope so.

Date: 2008-10-22 12:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] chissel.livejournal.com
I'm the (probably only) person who voted for sweet with sexy innuendo so in theory, I should stop reading with this chapter. And if I did, it would be a perfect end to the story and just what I asked for. But.... *can't resist the lure of 9/rose pron* Eek! I have no self restraint whatsoever...

Date: 2008-10-22 05:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Actually, I think there were six people. And you can always read ch. 4 with your fingers over your eyes, just barely spread enough to see. *laughs*

Date: 2008-10-22 12:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leesha-xxx.livejournal.com
OMG I LOVE NINE/ROSE. Lol. You are amazing. *squee*

“Oh, I fully intend to dance with you, Rose. All night long if you’ll let me.”

*fans self* Smooth, Nine, smooth. :p

Please update soon. :D

Date: 2008-10-22 05:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you so much. Seems like he's getting the hang of saying the right thing to Rose now, hmm?

Date: 2008-10-22 01:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] doctorsdiva.livejournal.com
I *heart* this fic. It makes me warm and fuzzy. *sighs contentedly*

Date: 2008-10-22 05:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you. I aim to please.

Date: 2008-10-22 01:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] othermewriter.livejournal.com
Okay that was lovely lovely lovely with a side order of sweet and sighhhhhh.

THANK YOU for that wonderful story bit!

Date: 2008-10-22 05:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
You're welcome. And thank you!

Date: 2008-10-22 02:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beneficia.livejournal.com
Whoah.

I found Poets of the Fall because I saw that video, which I found because someone else recced a Ten vid by that same guy. I totally forgot to rec that Nine/Rose vid to you last time *smacks forehead*. But you found it anyway, so the circle of fandom is complete ;)

But isn't it the most awesomist awesome Rose/Nine video of awesometastic awesomeness ever? That vid carries at least 50% of the responsibility for making me a Nine/Rose shipper.

*now goes to read Prometheus 3*

He serenaded her! *squee*

*sigh* If only guys in the real world romanced as well as the Doctor does in your fic.

Just, you know, without the massive angst, misunderstandings, and mortal perils that often come with the romancing bits ;)

Date: 2008-10-22 05:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
*laughs* Well, I never would have found it without the song you did rec. It is such a perfect shippy vid, I adore it!

*giggles* Dunno, the massive angst might be worth it if I got to have a Nine singing to me...

Date: 2008-10-22 02:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] angel932.livejournal.com
I am giggling in anticipation........ this is just so yummy!

Date: 2008-10-22 05:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you. I hope the wait is worth it!

Date: 2008-10-22 02:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jellybean728.livejournal.com
Well this would be a great ending to the story .... but I think I'll come back and read the next chapter anyway. You know, just to be thorough in my appreciation.

Date: 2008-10-22 05:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
*giggles* Of course. Not for any other reason at all... *smiles* Thank you.

Date: 2008-10-22 05:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wiggiemomsi.livejournal.com
Love the song, love the vid, most of all; love this story!

*Sighs*

Date: 2008-10-22 05:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you. The song was just so perfect for them and that vid just makes me sigh. I've watched it ten times now. Never gets old.

Date: 2008-10-22 06:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] salimali.livejournal.com
I had this big long list of what I love about your writing, then I realised I just needed to say -I LOVE ALL OF YOUR WRITING!!!
And whilst I realise you have a very busy life, I hope you never stop writing because believe me when I say it is pure joy to read.
I hope you begin to feel better soon *hugs*
thanks as always for sharing x x

Date: 2008-10-22 05:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you, hon. I don't think I could stop writing if I tried. I'm quite driven to do it.

Date: 2008-10-22 07:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] butterflyborn.livejournal.com
*incredibly happy sigh* Your writing is always such a pleasure to read. I am ever so glad the muses convinced you to give us the extended edition. I know it is selfish of me, but I am always sad when your stories come to an end.

I think I melted when he was singing to her. I've never heard that song before, but I shall go seek it out just as soon as it become a reasonable hour to listen to music in the house again. ;-)

Loved the moss dance floor and the garters! heheheh

I only had one little point of confusion, which is at the end of this bit of dialog.

“It’s okay if you don’t. Two left feet, me.”

“No, you don’t have. You dance nicely. You have the moves.” She lifted his chin and made him meet her eyes. There was such longing in them she almost gasped.

“Only with the right partner.”

“Hope that’s me, then,” she answered softly. “Because I’ve been waiting a long time to dance with you, Doctor.”

“Oh, it is me. It’s definitely me.”


I was just wondering if the last line should be, "Oh, it is you. It's definitely you." because I think it is the Doctor speaking to Rose about her being the right partner which is why he has the moves. Or am I just confused? That does happen. Especially when I am half asleep and bleary eyed from spending way too much time on facebook. *sheepish look*

I was so happy to find an update from you; it makes my day when that happens!!!!! *hugs* Now I am going to try to be a good girl and escape the evil clutches of LJ and Facebook and get some sleep. (maybe) ;-)

Date: 2008-10-22 05:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you so much. *smiles* I'm a little sad when they end, too. It's like saying good-bye to an old friend by the time I get to the last chapter.

No, you're right, it should have been you and not me. All fixed now. I do that with pronouns sometimes.

Date: 2008-10-22 08:03 am (UTC)

Date: 2008-10-22 05:35 pm (UTC)

Date: 2008-10-22 04:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yenly-gozal.livejournal.com
So sweet and lovely date. The song is perfect! Btw, can I have the dessert soon? *grin*

Date: 2008-10-22 05:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you. I'm glad you think so. Next chapter is shaping up nicely.

Date: 2008-10-22 05:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sunnytyler001.livejournal.com
Oh god, that's brilliant!!!!!! Please, dessert now!

Date: 2008-10-22 05:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you, sweetie. It's being written.

Date: 2008-10-22 05:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dame-de-mort.livejournal.com
Even though I was one of the few who voted for no smut, that last paragraph was just far too much temptation to see what happens in the next chapter; well, that's my excuse and I'm sticking to it :)

In the words of the main man himself, "fantastic!".

Date: 2008-10-23 09:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
*laughs* I hope it's worth it. New chapter is up.

Date: 2008-10-22 05:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ehmi.livejournal.com
Awww! So beautiful! I love the barefoot dancing, it sounds so romantic! :D

Date: 2008-10-23 09:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you. This fic is all about the romance.

Date: 2008-10-30 04:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragonmom64.livejournal.com
That was absolutely lovely!

And this knickers-wetting line.....about the Oncoming Storm possibly translating to the bedroom! Oh yes!

Date: 2008-11-04 09:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberfocus.livejournal.com
Thank you. And oh, but it does translate to the bedroom, doesn't it? *laughs*

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