Just Venting a Bit

I feel so...I don't know, right now.  Disembodied?  Detached?  It's hard to find the words.  I just...gah, don't know.  I have my third doctor's visit tomorrow for my knee.  I am still in so much pain it's ridiculous.  I'm not writing.  I'm barely reading and even then, it's like, review?  What review?  I'm supposed to leave comments.  I think that's what I used to do.  *sighs*  It makes me feel bad not to be...enthusiastic in fandom.  And I'm missing reading so many good things but I can't concentrate.  I hate being at a loss for words.  Words are my friend and suddenly they're just gone.

( An adventure I did not need... )

Just Venting a Bit

I feel so...I don't know, right now.  Disembodied?  Detached?  It's hard to find the words.  I just...gah, don't know.  I have my third doctor's visit tomorrow for my knee.  I am still in so much pain it's ridiculous.  I'm not writing.  I'm barely reading and even then, it's like, review?  What review?  I'm supposed to leave comments.  I think that's what I used to do.  *sighs*  It makes me feel bad not to be...enthusiastic in fandom.  And I'm missing reading so many good things but I can't concentrate.  I hate being at a loss for words.  Words are my friend and suddenly they're just gone.

( An adventure I did not need... )